Memories...

I think I'm lucky enough to have such friends in church even though they are not perfect, same to me. We came from broken families, but we form another 2nd family as the 2011 Outreach Team and I'll never blame God for taking away my friends in school. These friends has grown with me through the whole year 2011, we worked together, we pray together, we get scolded together, sometimes we cried together and we are the God's puzzle. I remember in year 2011 we had worked for the SIC Youth Rally. After the rally, I was thinking are we gonna break into pieces from the God's puzzle?? Until today, they are still in my heart
-Abilene
-Andrea
-Annabella
-Bernadette Emuang
-Bernadette Hon
-Caryn
-Charlotte
-Chloe
-Cindy
-Daryl
-Desirene
-Euphrasia
-Isaac
-Ita
-Jonathan
-Lareina
-Megan
-Nicole
-Sam
-Samuel Loh
-Samuel Sow
-Shenise
-Stephen
-Vanessa
These 24 of them, I will never forget them and they are always my family :' )

I Can't Believe This...

The 1 that likes my love (means the girl that I like) is my best friend... I seriously can't believe this. Why this always happen to me? Why can't God just let me be with someone that I love? It hurts deeply inside my heart. Well, maybe now is already hopeless, but I just can't let go this love! Nowadays I keep seeing my best friend and I don't know what to do, I have to keep smiling act like nothing happen. This pain in my heart makes me want to cry out, but I can't do this in front of my friend. I HATE THIS!!!

Who Am I

Who am i? i'm really lost :( why i cant just stop thinking about her? maybe is kind of LOVE or something? like that day i just posted on facebook "Theres something I'm trying to tell u, but I'm scared. Theres something I'm waiting u to tell me, but u're waiting me to tell u 1st." i really donno she likes me or not, but i want to tell her "i like u", but what if she reject me? its kind of awkward rite? there is so many "BUT" i really donno what to do and i'm really lost. Should i tell her that i like her? Anyway, school has been reopened, haiz... i need to get back to study mood. Well, last year's PMR i only got 1A, but 1A is a very good result for me :P when i see ppl got more A, i start thinking will they look down on me? or i'm not their levels, so they'll just ignore me when i talk to them? But when i get back to church, i realize that nobody has looked down on me and they just like congratz that i'm happy for my result. Since i hav more confidence on me, i told myself i can do it for SPM and i'll get more A :)

Yes...Holiday!!!

Long time dint update my blog edy. Now is the month of puasa, so I can come back early from school. After puasa is hari raya then got two week of holiday, but dono what to do in the holiday.
Thats post for today.

I changed my blog layout. My blog is now white. I went to Sekinchan last saturday.

My holiday to-do-list:
-sleep
-eat
-drink
-online
-go out
-sleep
-watch tv
-tuition
-study

Dog...

I fell happy when I saw any dogs, because I likes dog.
So I go find some dog's pictures from internet.

I didnt blog for a long time edy, because I'm not active in blog, facebook...
But now I become active.
This morning, someone took away my dog, my mom don like the dog,
I feel so sad and I miss my dog.